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Does any of you remember me?

Maybe sometimes it's better to write it down and look at the problem from stranger's perspective? Not that I HAVE a problem. More like train of thoughts and ideas and somehow it worked out as... I wish I knew.

3 months ago I was at the trip with my best friend. We had a lot of fun, seen a lot of places, met nice people. There was one guy... Well, it wasn't like big thing, we're from different cities on the very different parts of country. But after I came back, for some time I was tasting the memories and thoughts what would happen if I moved to his place. Would I find him accidentally? It's rather a big city. Or not?

The thought devoured me. Me being in the other city, with other job. Imagination went wild.

After some time it lost some colours, but damage in brain was irreparable. Friend from capital city asked me to apply to their team. "Why not?" I thought.

And here I am - after first interview, with some plans, after fight with grandmother and convincing her by my beloved mother. Preparing slowly.

And somehow, somewhere in my mind, there's this - if it weren't for that short holiday romance (wow, big word), I wouldn't be mentally prepared and past most fears of making big change.

Fate is such a funny thing.



Yuuki Saya

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Birthdays of our sweet boys ;)

25 I - Sho Sakurai
23 II - Kamenashi Kazuya
5 III - Ken'ichi Matsuyama
21 III - Sato Takeru
26 III - Takaki Yuya
5 IV - Miura Haruma
9 IV - Yamashita Tomohisa
9 V - Yamada Ryousuke
17 VI - Ninomiya Kazunari
4 VII - Akanishi Jin
11 VII - Kato Shigeaki
30 VIII - Matsumoto Jun
4 IX - Nakamaru Yuuichi
14 IX - Narimiya Hiroki
4 X - Ueda Tatsuya
7 X - Ikuta Toma
5 XI - Tanaka Koki
11 XI - Tegoshi Yuya
26 XI - Ohno Satoshi
30 XI - Chinen Yuuri
24 XII - Masaki Aiba
26 XII - Shun Oguri

And who is my lover tonight?


What? He's cute... Ne?

Yuukisaya's bookshelf: read

The Strangled Queen

Mój Przyjaciel Kaligula

Children of the Mind

Władca języków, czyli prawie wszystko o tym, jak zostać poliglotą

The Drowning Girl

One Small Step Can Change Your Life: The Kaizen Way

The Hunt for Red October


Belle de Jour: Diary of an Unlikely Call Girl

The Drowned Cities



Speaker for the Dead

Superskuteczne strategie opanowania języków obcych

Cała prawda o planecie Ksi

Wampir z MO

The Iron King


Zagubieni w Tokio

Pola Dawno Zapomnianych Bitew

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